Keet it together Cheryl.. Introduction

Hi Friend,

It has been plaguing me for a long while, the need to blog again.. I have always wanted to be a blogger, and have made several attempts to do so in the past, but always get distracted, bored, or just totally forget about it all together.  Fail.

I have been fairly lonely for the past 6 years for various reasons, from isolation living in Utah to the life of a mom of a young child. I am way more a hermit than I'd like to admit.  The way I connect with people is through words.  I detest talking on the phone to the core of my soul. I find the most soothing thing is when I write a super long email to my beast friend (yes I said beast, yes it's a inside joke, and no I am not sharing) spilling my guts about this or that.  I find once I type it out, I instantly feel better about even the most deeply unfortunate of situations.  I feel like I just need to spill my guts a little more.

A close and personal friend is a an avid blogger and habitually posts.  I read as much of the blog as I can and love every word.  I feel instantly more connected and find lively conversations happen that solidify bonding.  This makes my soul feel happy and lifts my spirits.

So here I am, attempting to blog feelings that pretty much no one else will care about, but in hopes to get some feelers out of me will be healing and enable me to de-stress from life will enable health and potentially some emotional healing.

Please note, I can not spell to save my life, I don't even know what grammar is and even just spelt it grammer not grammar and had to use auto correct to fix it... So just drive on, I don't need grammatical corrections or someone to point out my lingual deformity. I am acutely aware of them and pretty much they will only be corrected as I start to home school my daughter and start at the beginning.. Maybe I'll learn the difference between then and than..

In any case, I hope someone can relate to my rants, raves and whatever else I need to get off my chest good bad and probably deeply unfortunate times... I already have 20 topics I have this intense need to disclose.

Happy reading random friend...